Currently sat in my onsie watching TV on the sofa which is where I’ve been for most of the day.
I woke up this morning as I have quite a few mornings with the most awful sore throat! It isn’t the sort of sore throat you have when you catch a cold or throat infection. Its like someone is trying to drag their way out of it.
My throat is sore from screaming in the night. I don’t remember much of it but I know I was in the chinook which was spiralling out of control. We had been shot down but I woke up before we actually hit the deck….
I woke up shaken and didn’t know where I was for a second or 2 but then heard my little girl crying for a pee pee. I dragged myself out of bed and took the kids out to try to clear my mind. For most of the morning things where really productive. Washing was done a d so was all the shopping. It was reaching lunchtime before I started to feel it. I made the mistake of putting the TV on and the news headlines came on. The local news was covering a mass casualty scenaro in Liverpool and the RAF deployed helicopters to aid recovery…BOOM….I was floored there and then!
I was due to pick up lunch and eat with my grandparents so I went ahead as planned. I had so much I wanted to do this afternoon but instead, I left my grandparents after lunch and apart from walking the pooches I have been behind closed doors away from everything. My head feels numb and I’m watching mindless TV to try to detract my mind….